The depressed little Christian Love Guru

I am a christian and one summer 8 years ago when I was 16. I thought that it was my responsabilty "as Jesus", to care for my depressed friend, who had suicidal thoughts. I took on the personal responsiblity to make a suicidal person happyn, additionly I tried to be nice to bitter persons at work. They where all bottomless pits.

Not supprisingly I got depressed - me thinking this was my personal responsibility. I got dishearted and hatefull, and angry on God.

One night though I had changed my mind, laying in bed I prayed to God I said humbly: "Holy Spirit you are the only thing that could take me out of this deppression!". Then I fealt in my heart a bubbling love, and joy, and "butterflies".

In the time that followed, I finaly understood life is about letting God's love rub off on me. It was impossible to be as Jesus without God.

Jesus teaches not religion but about having an intimate relationship with God.

This relationship will have implications on what you do, as you become a more unselfish person, and this might come across as religious behaviour, but it's not. It is a matter of the heart and of overflowing love from God. It's not about me anymore, it's totally about God! I am in a 100% dependence on God!

This song could change your life!

Listen and learn about his love! This is my favorite song in the whole world by the way!

And btw.. this song could really change your life if you open up your heart to the person Jesus she sings about, he is God incarnated as a person! He came here to die for you and all your wrong doings on a cross 2000 years ago, but he rose from the dead, and I meet him everyday when I pray (most of the times very tangible, he's presence comes like a supernatural warmth (without any visible natural origin), he's presence has been like that for 7 years for me. Pray and you'll also receive as is promised:

GOSPEL OF MATTHEW CHAPTER 7 VERS 7 “
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. 8 For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. 9 Or what man is there among you who, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? 10 Or if he asks for a fish, will he give him a serpent? 11 If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him!